What i see

does it start now, was it always there? the compelling force that drives us to do what we do everyday, the nothingness of those days. But i feel as if my eyes are wide open, that i see what only some choose to see, that life has a meaning that one day our lives will be played out in a movie. i think to myself would i want to watch mine? would it be a good one with meaning. What is the point the goal we look forward to, that gives our life meaning, what really matters in the end? What is it that we strive for? Love? Happiness? Do we stay here to fill a purpose? The meaning of one's exsitence of one's life will we throw it all away for love? The future holds answers to questions unasked.