pillowcase

This is where your head lies
on those starry nights
see those shadows, silhoettes
Of black and gray.
Your right here with me
right beside me
and all i feel is, the warmth of your embrace
So fall down now comfortably
between these bed sheets and let me know that its all okay
no worries now, i seen the
best side of you, you let me know that i am safe
so let your eyes close and dream the sweet things
and the morning ill be waiting for you.
but now your gone they took you away
and i will not forget that starry place
the day i woke up and you were gone
your love im holding in my small hands
the love that said i will not forget you or
our starry place, and sihloettes
so put this note right on your pillowcase and i will
be there in the morning waiting for you.
its all okay you can rest.

Minds Eye

What i see has no color, what i taste is the same. The obejects above tower over me and yet even though im small i feel big. I can jump, whereas they cannot. i can hide silently lurking in the shadows wtching my prey pass by. Running fast isnt an obstacle, my legs never weaken i am strong. When my eyes close and my head collapses i dream things. things that would of gone differently for instance i chase it and fail, i loose grasp. But my dreams tell me different i chase and catch and hold on with my life, it helps me learn to fix yesterdays mistake. Something they dont do, they dont dream this. For i am smart and they are dumb, i will go to where i please i will...hey look a bird!

I am a cat.

What i see

does it start now, was it always there? the compelling force that drives us to do what we do everyday, the nothingness of those days. But i feel as if my eyes are wide open, that i see what only some choose to see, that life has a meaning that one day our lives will be played out in a movie. i think to myself would i want to watch mine? would it be a good one with meaning. What is the point the goal we look forward to, that gives our life meaning, what really matters in the end? What is it that we strive for? Love? Happiness? Do we stay here to fill a purpose? The meaning of one's exsitence of one's life will we throw it all away for love? The future holds answers to questions unasked.